So... yeah...

So I've decided that i should actually do the blog thing for real instead of just for my stupid English 150 class which was the reason for starting this blog in the first place. I think it would be nice to just vent a little about life and worries and stupid people and frustrations in general... First, I am a little frustrated with school, particularly chemistry. i did 2 years of chem in high school so i don't understand why i'm not doing well... and the homework is easy and i understand it but apparently that has nothing to do with the tests... stupid! I think that's lame... i thought the point of homework was to help you prepare for tests... arg!!! Another thing, I hate when people expect me to read their minds! I wish people would just tell me where i need to be or what i need to be doing! I hate this stupid guessing game! I also rather dislike this feeling i've been having lately that all the things that i had planned to do with my life (like a mission and law school and living all over the country and world) are no longer likely to happen... I hate not knowing where my life is going or what i'm going to do... Also, I wish i had a manual for people. I just don't understand people and their actions or reasons or reactions most of the time and i wish i did because it would make life a heck-of-a-lot easier... So basically i'm just a little frustrated with everything... So will somebody please just tell me the answers!!!!